What could possibly be worth the uptight insistence on dry pages of a book when spring comes blowing, all overhead and through me, fresh and cool, skipping out of winter, with still a tatter of chill on its thin young shoulders, giggling confident, delighted promises, tumbling every tree and care and brilliant jumble of cloud everywhere, certainly giving no special attention to those pages riffling amok in the breeze?-- Spring 1990
It is sunset on planet Earth, the one spot in the universe where I feel at home Its oranges and blues and melancholies, beyond all counting, stir me more subtly and deeply than any lifeless stone, thin red sands or hot iron plains The drum-beating and ritual cries, mad drunken rantings and sober contemplations of our small tribe scattered on its brown soils -- these are all dear to me and will surely become the sweeter as wisdom ripens in me and age pulls me closer to the inevitable parting Does one live or die in overwork? As a young man I am bound with thin tendrils of acquaintance to my kind, and hope that they will take root and flower Have you seen a storm in the desert? It is apocalyptic, a grey, massive benediction, water, the most precious thing, an obvious miracle, unasked for and vital-- 1990
Do not stop, old man -- I wish only to sit and hear you speak I am but a mere acolyte, a towel-boy of the tongue of the centuries, the tools that pry open the dusty, fermented casks of reality and flick aside the trivial, daily task of carrying water I do not even like you -- you are not me, and I am less than I will be -- but I want what you have I have seen Scorpio high in the southern night, a finely and delicately worked structure stretching up to dizzying heights more vast than all the tiny earth below and a little man there lacking breath -- heights upon which a giant might laugh My hands wander lost and amok through the texts in the old and new tongue, barely tasting secrets that gorge my mind, marvelous things that I will not comprehend unless my understanding multiplies steadily upon itself-- Spring 1991